You are the one..."Dream Girl"

Sometimes I feel I am fading away...or I am living a life in which there is no satisfaction of the soul. But the very next moment my mind changes...once more I see how colourful this life is...I realise that I am not alone...you are the one...you are the one who makes me feel that I am still alive...you are the one I breathe for...the one I live for...I want to see you smile all the time...I want to hold your hands today, tomorrow and always...you are the one I fear losing...you are the one who makes me realise how precious my life is...the one for whom I am here and I will be here...you are the one whom I love the most...you are the one I love today and I will love forever till I die...and even after that...the moments together define my being...my life...and a lifetime of committment...yours is the face I see when I try to realise who my "dream girl" is...you are the one...for whom these words are...

Today is the First Day of the Rest of My Life...

How many of us have ever answered this question..."Till today whether you have ruled your life or whether life has defeated you?"...I doubt how many of us have asked this question...if you have... surely someday you will be victorious in life if not today...for those of you who havnt...ask yourself and come up with an honest answer...I know its difficult to answer this question...but still think...try to recall those little dreams that you thought you will achieve when you grow up...and how many of them have you really achieved...think of the promises you made to someone...and how many of them have you fulfilled...how many times you have made someone cry without any fault of theirs...and how many times you have made your near and dear ones smile...if the count of the latter is more...perhaps you are victorious in life...and if you are thinking that you have lost...its never too late...just wake up tomorrow and tell yourself..."today is the first day of the rest of my life"...and make sure that the world is a better place because of your presence...

Love...Inspiration...The Need

Sometimes I wonder why do I wake up every morning and follow the normal routine day in and day out...not just me, its the same for everyone...but do we really think what we are doing, whats the reason for all these...some of us are doing it for climbing the ladder and reaching the zenith of success...but what after that...what if you look down from there and dont see anyone...the world is just too big a place to be alone...and even if you think you will be better off alone when you reach there.. that just cant happen...because thats not what life is...you need someone with whom you can share your tiniest success...isnt that the reason why we try to succeed...thats what you call inspiration...every living being on earth needs it...either consciously or unconsciously...every individual is driven by inspiration...just imagine you have got your first job and you had no one to call and give that message to...thats like living a life which involves only the biological processes...everyone knows how it feels when you see your parent's pride and joy at your success... just as every couple knows how they feel when they see or hear their partner's joy at their success...how they try to plan the little things and also the more important ones for a better tomorrow...the dream of that better tomorrow is inspired by love...its all about inspiration and its all about love...thats the basic need...the driving force...that infuses within us the will to succeed...

My Friends...

It has been more than 3 years in college now and soon our college days will come to an end.Its time to look back and also to look ahead.I remember my first day in college, I was wearing the most ordinary dress I could ever imagine just for the sake of avoiding ragging.The next few days went the same way with T.K.Babu, somehow managing to hold on to his trouser saved us from a ragging session in KCR hall. The first couple of days was enough to find my first really good friend in college...Bhuto Mal (then Subhabrata Pal).Thus began the journey of being an Electrical Engineer...our first class in the University was a Physics class.Still today the struggling journey continues but the best thing is that while on this journey I made friends for a lifetime. Today my friend circle in college (Bhuto, Tamoghna, Debsubhra, Sushri, Neil, Debayan, Rishiraj) has made my college life something to remember. Some of them very close to me while others are not far behind. Looking back at all the class tests that we have managed together somehow someway, the evenings in JU during the Debsubhra incident...it was during that time when we four (Bhuto, Tamoghna, Debsubhra and me) came together as our best friends in college. We still remain that way...and among them if I have to pick one as the friend whom I trust the most and also the friend who has supported me and stood by me the most in times of my need...its Tamoghna. But talking about the class tests or any sessional activity the one whose need has been the most is Debsubhra...undoubtedly the best "Engineer" of our class...and all those incidents of plz bol...plz bol...some really good treats...has made Sushri one of my best friends in college...and how can I forget mama(Neil)...the khyapa of our batch...I will miss all of you guys after these days are finally over. And say 10 years from now when someone is in IISC or in PricewaterhouseCoopers or in Barclays...when you go to a corner of your office room, look out through the glass windows outside and recall the days that we spent together...all those little things in the class like debs' mimicries or "aee bhuto" or the third umpire calls or "ki jane malta?" or "kigo ota" or "so on and so forth" or "thisssssssssss" or "Miiiitaaa" or "I am extremely sorry" or "forget its"...or those moments when Satyaki Da was about to declare the results...you are going to take off your specs, wipe off a drop of tear from your eyes and say to yourself..."Those were the days"...the days when we had imagined ourselves as the four friends in "Aronyer Dinratri" or in "Dil Chahta Hai"(with a slight change as Bhuto comes in with Aakash, Sameer and Sid)...all I want to say is...Lets stay friends like this forever...
"Hum hai nayen...Andaaz kyun hoo purana..."

Happiness...

Everyday I wake up in the morning and hope that I can keep myself and others happy... I am not aware what others feel but at the end of the day when I look back at myself and ask the question that whether "I am happy or not"...the answer is "I dont know"...surely I am happier than what I was sometime back...but being happier compared to some other situation is not what happiness is...surely not...it cant be like that...happiness is what frees our soul from the dirt inside...its that what you feel when you see your parent's joy at your success...its what you feel when your love holds on to your arms for the first time...happiness is when you feel that someone fears losing you...its when you feel that you are doing something just to bring a smile on that person's face...and its when you feel to do those things again and again just to see that person smiling. But life is not the smiling "roller-coaster" for everyone, perhaps that is life's biggest lesson. I fear that I am running away from these moments of happiness...but is this what I want?...I dont think so but every night when I go to bed I know that I am closer to the world where I dont belong...I want to come back...I really do...and rediscover my lost happiness...